Saturday, June 25, 2005

as i was bathing juz now..a qn hit mi..look at our church now..our youth..btw pardon mi if i'm too offensive..look at us now..christians..we call ourselves God's weapon, God's children..how much are we united as 1?..broken relationships..probs btw pple..wad is this?..body of christ?..fighting against each other?..to a certain extend i noe life is nv prefect..we will definitely face tis kind of probs..but are we juz gonna leave it to rot..no attempts to restore the relationships?..God cant help much if we ourselves to wan to let him use us..where's our passion?..has the tidal waves hit us to hard tt it broke up our tights?..in tis ver last days..can we still afford to waste every moment of our life?..aint the more we shld stand tgt as 1 to fight the battle?..every little spark tt form between us..satan is laughing at them..are we gonna let tis go on?..or does God haf a better plan?..i dunno..

Posted by phyllis at 6/25/2005 11:26:00 AM

Friday, June 24, 2005

time flies..today fri de..wonder y time pass so fast..2 more days n i hafta go fer the battle liao..non stop studying..no more onlining, no more tv, no more sms, no more phone, no more going out..all no more..i cannot slack animore..tis is the last time liao..tml is the lat day i gonna go out..n no more..but who is willing to go out wif mi lehz?..hmm..i dun wan to waste my last day of hols wor..hmm..i wonder..hahax..aiya..forgot wad i wanna type le..

Posted by phyllis at 6/24/2005 07:44:00 PM

Thursday, June 23, 2005

i'm eating my apple..haha..hey..i seldom eats one ok..i meant apple..hahax..sumtink when wrong tis morning..i was so stressed out when i couldnt find anione to study wif mi..den i got so angry tt i complaint to God..'Father if u dun wan to get sumone to study wif mi, fine!..u better make sure tt i can concentrate on wad i'm studying..'..so God realli did..i was sorrie fer being rude..but God hears my complaints..he had alreadi planned the day fer mi..he knew how much more i can take in when i study at home at alone..in MY ROOM..den studying outside wif friendz..true i may haf qns..but it wun help much studying wif pple who are unfamiliar wif the topic i'm studying..as i was studying i kept looking at the clock..hoping to c how long i can stay still..den i tot of the sermon i heard a few days ago..'is quality life not more den quality clothing'..matt 6:25 edited by pastor prince..i began to wonder y God reminded mi of tis verse..den i came up wif 2 new similar phrase..' is quantity work nt more den quantity time?, is quality work not more den quantity work?'..hahax..amazing isn't it..hahax..

Posted by phyllis at 6/23/2005 03:40:00 PM

Monday, June 20, 2005

Life is nv perfect until Jesus return..i agree..haiz..i tot the past few days were alrite..i could rejoice in the Lord..so carefree..so happy..but wad happen today..terrible..morning was gd..but later on wasnt..i shld haf gone to the klaz outing..tot i got tanned ..i felt so miserable..i've juz wasted my last day of slacking..tml i gonna start work..yet..my plan dun work out even b4 it starts..when my initial cant make it ..i'll get so frustrated n cannot go on..argh!..so back to the topic...wad m i gonna do tml?!..beside studying wif peixian..haiz..HS..tell mi!

Posted by phyllis at 6/20/2005 11:59:00 AM

Thursday, June 16, 2005

so sian..wad's everybody busy wif?..or is there sum probs wif my network..absolutely no reply from anyone..haiz..sian..today is thu alreadi..wad haf i done..wasted another wk..i'm gonna flung my prelims n o's man..dun even noe wad i'm doing..haiz..CAN SUMONE TOK TO MI?!?!?!??!?!!!!!

Posted by phyllis at 6/16/2005 05:08:00 PM

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

shld i laugh or shld i cry?..he had return tt's the fact..n he has to return..haiz..mixed feeling..btw it's my own prob..he holds no responsibilities

Posted by phyllis at 6/14/2005 01:29:00 PM

Monday, June 13, 2005

argh...feel lyk crying..cant i juz get down to study..everyonw's ignoring mi sia..all so buzi..haiz..sian..

Posted by phyllis at 6/13/2005 10:39:00 PM

its mon again..so fast..they had went fer a wk le..cuming back soon..dunno y i'm kinda missing them even more..hahax..sian i wasted my mon again..no mood to study..dun understand a tink..kept feeling lyk slping..brain dying off i guess..din realli do sumtink productive..sian..i gonna start working at 9..cannot slack liao..2 wks to common test n i still wad i'm doing..haix..
i guess i'm tinking too much..lls dun seem to lyk our sch sia..'happie bdae mco'..hmm..when's rvco's bdae den?..hmm..mebbe we had smashed his dreamz

Posted by phyllis at 6/13/2005 07:29:00 PM

Sunday, June 12, 2005

hey hey..juz realise i've wasted my whole wk..hahax..din touch my wk at all..hahax..yest went lili's house..realli big..if i could stay in tt house i'll be contented..i dream..but i tink its too big fer mi..hahax..so to my future husband..whoever he is..i'm ok wif a small house..hahax..juz now went shopping wif my mum..bought 2 tops n 1 pair of heels..finalli!..hahax..1 gd tink abt going out wif my mum is tt i dun hafta pay fer my own stuff..hahax..but i help her carry k..hahax..tink i ver nice today..kept asking her if she is ok wif the stuff.. n the dist..coz her legs kind of cannot tahan de..hahax
i cut my hair tis morning..onli yvonne realised it..how sad..hahax..but nvm..i lyk it can le..hahax..i came to realise recently tt i'm getting more n more vain..hahax..dunno y..mebbe its part of growing up?..hahax..or izzit becoz i keep long hair..hahax..i dunno lehz..aiyo..izzit gd or bad..i'm afraid of spenting too much time on my appearance..hmm..gotta be more careful..hahax..gotta start studying tml..
--continue slacking--

Posted by phyllis at 6/12/2005 10:27:00 PM

Friday, June 10, 2005

hmmz..wake up liao..head still blur blur..slept fer 10 hrs le..hahax..last nite watch 'lost'..hmmz..din noe it was a series..hahax..quite exciting..hahax..though i most of it..hahax..but its nice la..even my mum watch lehz..hehe..today jinghui n shihua came to my house to do the phys proj..dunno wad we doing..i realise most of the time we were juz entertaining ourselves wif haoteng's photo..hahax...hope he dun c tis entry..hahax..after tt shihua taught mi piano..though i dun realli get it..hahax..had steak again fer dinner juz now..ver full..coz i cooked 1 steak 2 harshbrown 2 dumplings 1 fishcake..ahh..ver oily..now got sore throat liao..hahax

Posted by phyllis at 6/10/2005 08:42:00 PM

Thursday, June 09, 2005

ee...y nobody tag mi sia..hahax..anw i'm back!from camp..realli tired..esp when the camp is nt ver fun..coz the people nt ver enthu..but can tell tt the com putin a lot of effort .last nite camp fire was realli sian..delications too long le..songs play abit nt rite..den fer the nite trail..make mi wait fer 2 hrs ..in the end din get to play..but i heard abt their plans..quite interesting..today actualli got amazing race..but becoz sumtink happen ..it has to be cancelled..wad a waste..
last nite lls said sumtink to mi which is ver hurt.."wei shen me ni the chen ji na me lan"..i was so pissed off lo..i haf been depress over my results fer while afew days le lo..hao bu rong yi overcome le..he sae tt to mi again..=(..

Posted by phyllis at 6/09/2005 06:14:00 PM

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

wah...ver tired..din slp enough i guess n the weather is so gd sia..gd fer slping..hahax...juz now went sch juz fer LKC's lesson..so sian..shldn't haf went..kinda waste my time..anw ..i'm going camp later!!!..excited..coz later got night trail..muz be exciting..hehe..i haven start packing my bag..dunno wad to bring..i dun feel lyk bringing alot of stuff lehz..not planning to bathe n slp either..hahax..shld i bring my notebk along?..den can write down my experiences n thoughts wif God at camp..
hmmz..i make fishes fer the seniors..those tt din cum so sad..hahax..aiyo ver tired now..dun wan to write liao..=P

Posted by phyllis at 6/08/2005 10:41:00 AM

Monday, June 06, 2005

hey friendz..dun be too worried abt mi..i'm alrite..in the process of healing..hehe..thx hao..
today the 3 of them came to my house..jane yvonne n hao..woohoo..~..i cooked steak fer them..finalli..hahax..so happy..though my piece still got abit raw..hahax..i too tired to cook le..anw ..we had a fun time eating n chatting though they came late..hahax..*yawn..ver slpy liao..hahax..juz now burnt my hand..got scar.. ver ugly..hahax..but they sae the food was nice..hehe..n vonne sae she wanna stay in my house summore sia..hahax
tonite they will be going off to china..we gonna pray hard fer them..hahax..i ver excited oso..can't wait to c them leave...hahax..no la ..juz kidding..hmm..tis wk lonely lo..gotta word hard n heal fast..=)

Posted by phyllis at 6/06/2005 10:27:00 PM

Sunday, June 05, 2005

haiz..i wonder y i juz can't get off from my old self..i tried ver ver hard..but it juz kept cuming back..its is unhealthy..i'm getting irritated..y does God wan to create mi in this way!..wad's His purpose in mi..i'm damn frustrated inside mi ..i dun care wad words i use le..i'm slaming my keyboard hard!..i dun c are if i've to get a new one..y it izzit lyk tt..y can't i haf more confident in myself ..when i do so i'll get ver arrogant..wad do u wan mi to be God?..i realli dunno howta balance myself..i'm all muddled up..haiz..y do u wan to rise mi up so quickly?..can't i learn to grow in other ways?..i'm so stressful..pple look up at mi as a leader..yet i din set a gd example..i tried but fail..tried again and again until i got tired so frustrated in myself tt i almost gav up..but i noe God u dun wan mi to ..u wan to mould mi..n i shall allow to do so..but u hafta show mi howta get up when i fall?..i can't find the way up myself..i need u to be my light..haiz..

-->i need counselling<--=(

Posted by phyllis at 6/05/2005 09:19:00 PM

Saturday, June 04, 2005

hmm..yest n today had been working on a blogskin..but in the end gav up..coz i found 1 nice one..which is the one i'm using now..hehe..hmm..today is the firx time i finish so much hwk in a day..actualli i'm suppose to finish all by tis wk..but cannot make it la..still left wif 3..gonna pia tml..
haiz..today my laogong diarrhea..actualli wanna ask her n hao cum over my houe fer steak de..den von can stay overnite..but in the end none turn up..so disappointed..but aiya..nvm..i invited jane n her over on mon..we going swimming den cum my house fer steak..hehe..so sad hao gonna missed it coz he's going china..but i believe the team is gonna glorify God there and bring back fruitful testimonies..hehe..i'm going fer camp on wed too..hahax..wonder wad we gonna do..they told us nth abt it..hope we dun hafta pay ya..hahax..
hmm..i wanna watch madagascar..who wanna watch wif mi?~..hehe..tml's sun..i'm nt serving..hehe..can go abit late wor..coz i'm gonna pia my hwk..aiya..nth much to crap liao..c i'm repeating wad i've said..hahax..

--->painting my nails<---